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OK. SO I HAVE TWO FINALS TOMORROW AND I CAN NOT STUDY. I HAVE zero ATTENTION SPAN AND CAN NOT SIT FOR MORE THAN FIVE MINUTES! IT IS DRIVING ME CRAZY! (short trip I know). BUT SERIOUSLY. DON'T WORRY ABOUT ENCOURAGMENT, I WONT READ THIS AGAIN BEFORE I WRITE THEM, I JUST DON'T KNOW TO TO FOCUS!!! KINDA GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On a brighter note, after these two finals I am FINISHED WITH SCHOOL, and the more I think about it the less sure I am that I am coming back. It is more like 85% chance of NOT coming back... and fast climbing towards 90%.
CAN'T HANDLE MAKING BIG DECISIONS RIGHT AROUND EXAMS! CAN'T HANDLE STUDYING! CAN'T HANDLE EXAMS! CAN'T HANDLE SCHOOL!

Final Stretch

Ok. Did I mention that I finished my Dutch test? No? Ok. Well it is over, thankfully and I really couldn't tell you how I got what I got. There were 33 english and 33 dutch sentences and one by one we had to go in and orally translate 10 of each. Well I stumbled over alot of them, forgot my words, and the ones that she tried to get me to do just confused me even more. She told me like 6 or 7 times I would get half marks and I became convinced I was finished! Well, after the ordeal was over, I got up to leave and she informs me that I got an 85%! Really not sure about her math, but who am I to argue?
Bio poster got in on time, and I think it was pretty good. I felt like it was good, maybe a little more color or more pictures but for the most part I was quite happy with it. And the essay that was due Wednesday? Well, I got another extension and will have it in by 10 am or so tomorrow (Friday) morning. Ps. Did I mention that to get the first extension I had to write a paragraph with either regionalism or postmodernism? Well, he gave prizes to the best excuses, and I won for the best regionalism excuse! Sweet deal!
Finally, one of my roommates and I are thinking that we might attend the Panorama Ski Trip that my church is putting on. I wasn't going to go because I can't snowboard, but all of a sudden I really wanted to go. So hopefully my friend from work, Marty(hi Marty! Wish you were still on days) will have time to teach me to carve before January 19. Otherwise, it will be a long and interesting weekend!
I think that is all...
Oh ya. I went and sat in my buddies hot tub last night, Jack and I went, and wow. I think Theo and Layne are quite literally my heros. So thanks boys. Otherwise, pretty much this is my excuse to procrastinate some more and not finish my paper, not sure when I will post over Christmas since I wont have anything to put off... Terrible. Hopefully things are swell, I have to go pretend to work for a while! :P

an official member

Well, I am now a member of www.facebook.com . I signed up a couple days ago, was warned that it was addicting, and am already aware of the fact that it is gonna have me hooked in no time. You should all check it out, it is huge in the States and growing in Canada. Pretty sweet.
I am super annoyed with school. My last two projects arn't going well and I am seriously considering just not doing them. Big percentage of the final mark, but still considering it. I hate school so much right now and as of this minute I don't want to come back next semester. (For those who don't know, I am registered in 3 courses next semester, only 2 days a week, I'll work the other days). But not coming back would mean working full time and I definitely don't want to do that at the Flying J again. Not for a pernament job... Frustrating. I have to figure out where life is going. Anyone got pointers on how to do so? Because I have absolutely NO IDEA!!!
ok. Just thought I would procrastnate for a bit. Back to work again. See ya later, and please, pointers on figuring out what to do in life... I hate these restless moods...

and we have finally decided...

Ok. It is official. I am NOT going to the Netherlands in the coming summer. For those of you who don't know, Jack and I were talking about going and have been talking about it since last march or so, pretty much since we became friends. But after alot of thought we have finally decided we arn't going. And, for those who know about my 10/10 record for being top three that I posted about a couple months ago, and if these same people know about the beliefs that all of my friends had for why I wouldn't be going, you are all wrong. The trip has not, I repeat, has NOT been cancelled because of a boy in my life.(Which is what everyone thought would happen). It has been cancelled because life got in the way.
I got to thinking about things and really, what kind of big sister would I be if I missed the grad of not one, but two of my little brothers? A pretty sad one to say the least. Never mind that I don't have hardly any money and that my grasp on the Dutch language, which I was expecting to have grown this semester considering I took Dutch and all, it definitely is not much of a grasp. So, these things, and others, have factored in and we officially decided yesterday that we are not going...
Its a big thing to get out of the way...
Got my lab final back, kicked butt in it! Couldn't be much happier about it. Wrote my Dutch midterm, it was alright. Less sentences than the last one, so we'll see how it goes. (Ps, sentences are a very bad thing for me when they are in Dutch). The next 6 days are wholly dedicated to my English Essay and my Bio poster presentation. No problem!
But off to sleep, I get my stitch(yes, just one) out tomorrow and have about 1 billion errands to do before the big banquet, so I must get some sleep to prepare for a day of racing around. Take care, thanks for visiting, and I'll talk to you again soon!